-Monday, May 22, 2006

headaches and heartbreaks

hello all. i'm so sorry i haven't blogged properly in ages. been really swamped with school projs & hockey trngs. yep i joined hockey again. don't ask why. all i can say is, np/scc trng beats cj/csc hands down. well maybe because we aren't so hardcore in the physical side, but hey we work on our ballwork. and the feeling of accomplishing a new skill vs the feeling after doing what seems like 32847847834 lunges, no fight. okay, maybe it's just due to my unfitness.

school is really picking up and whoever said poly is slack ought to be shot. well so what if we have on average 5hrs of lessons a day. well even lesser if you include IS and S&W. but nobody warned us about the projects. out of 7 modules, we've got 5 projs this sem. everything seems to be happening at once, i don't see how we can accomplish so much within such a short time span. well i guess we'll just have to take a whack at it! talking about school with the classmates after locvid the other day. we arrived at the conclusion that while mcm may seem to be the slackest course in np, it may as well be the hardest to pass. we're given so much free time and considerably less tutorial assignments, so an extremely large part of our grade depends on our.. PROJECTS. so zero discipline = zero marks. screw up the proj, and hello module for another sem.

i think it's okay to say i'm getting slightly freaked out over how much hard work i actually need to put in. rawr.

the only people & things that keep me going:

elle because of you.. i get to school on time, i eat my proper meals & i check mel regularly. thanks dear. hope your mom feels better soon and i'll keep your aunt in prayer yeah? it's going to be a helluva long week ahead what with the media conference on sat too. but it's okay, cos i know you'll be right beside me doing crazy things (:

hwing i don't know what made us grow closer to each other, but whatever it is i don't want it to go away. i'm so thankful i've got you, my emobuddy to rant to whenever i feel down or when i'm having a case of the grumps. you know i'll always be here for you! i'm sorry if i contradict myself sometimes BUT ultimately you know i just want you to be happy right! you take care and all the best this fri. shopping tmr!! can't wait.

big L i know we haven't been talking or spending much time with each other and i miss you! i really do! i treasure the times we spend just chilling or doing crazy things like rushing home from town just to catch the last bit of sun at the pool. (haha) anyway, you don't stress and i await more updates about hcfs from you! brows brows brows. FINALLY!!

drinking sesh girls stayla! you're just so crazy and it's such a hoot going drinking/clubbing with you. although friday had to end early (you know why), haha i still had truckloads of fun! looking forward to 30th with you and janjan! xp everytime we meet we talk serious, laugh stupid and go home drunk. i'm glad i found such good gfs in you 3 and i wish time'd fly by faster so i get to see you all more often. sentosa again soon!

the other side :

girls
elle, i like how you make all of us laugh with your sillyness (rubs tummy!)
vera, i like the way we always have cravings for the same food!
alexis, i like it when we go friendstering and how we just go crazy thinking about greentea

guys
russ, i like how you're my only other greentea lover companion in the group (BARNEY!!)
adam, i like the way you get hyper over the funniest things (sc!)

overall, i like my group very very much. i don't know what i'd do without any of you in my class!

sorry this is such a long post.

what are you holding back?

6:57 pm