-Friday, June 09, 2006

ever been in the situation where you read something and feel as if someone has twisted a knife into your gut? that's what happened twice today.

sometimes i can't comprehend you or your feelings at all. i don't like this feeling of helplessness and i wish you'd just tell me instead of being so bloody evasive all the time. or maybe it's just nothing to do with me at all and everything is just part of my imagination. i truly hope that is the case

to my wandering mind and fleeting heart : be still or better yet, go away.

8:47 pm