-Tuesday, June 13, 2006

HELLO FROM TRULYASIA

missing everyone back home but i admit i do need this time away. some peace and quiet, cutoff from home and it's hecticness. i've been so busy with school and just running myself ragged since school started. i'm thankful for this time of rest. the craziness was starting to get to me. life's so laidback here. selfish as this may sound, i really do need some ME time. time to just think about what i've been doing and what i want to do. girls, i'm fine really. promise i'll be the same old tab when i get back. just that sometimes too much time to think just makes you depressed yknow. STILL, i want to make full use of my mini break here just for some rest. i'm glad daryl and bryner came. at least there're people my age. yup.

i'm glad i can't contact you anymore, i can't bring myself to even if i could anyway (hw and stel, you guys know what i mean) i'm glad you can't hurt me anymore


girl, hang in there.
i'll always be here for you!
LOVE


on a happier note, happy NINETEENTH year anniversary to mom and dad. i really envy the relationship my parents have and the love that is still so evident between them after all these years. they were both each other's first loves. looking at them gives me hope (: and yes many many more years to come! after so long, they still cuddle while watching tv, go out on movie and dinner dates and the occasional little gift from dad to mom, including supper where mom goes just because dad wants to eat. AWW. love you both much and thanks for showering all your love on nat, zai, zek and me.

In muddy grass we stand side by side
With our knuckles interlocked
Black dresses flood the cemetery
In this cliche tragedy

Just do as you're instructed and....
Take this razor and cut your palms
I'll do the same until a river of crimson begins to flow
Now drip your ruby red over the casket
A funeral for my once loved youth

My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But in this Bonnie and Clyde kind of romance
Tell me what would you do?
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But when your precious life is at stake
Tell me would you die for me too?

The quivering liquids in your stomach
Will eat away at the bad habits that have made you
A real character in the story of your now distant life
Goodnight and goodbye, quickly

In gentle greens we stand side by side
With your head buried in my chest
Black veils send me shivering
The fear that part of me is dying

2:55 pm

by ivan. burningcelluloid-.blogspot.com