-Friday, June 16, 2006

oblivion

back from malaysia. was a pretty good trip, ate too much. missed my girls aplenty and elle, i'm sorry i wasn't here for you. BUT i'm back! so anything call me k? we still have our icecream sesh to go to. shopped abit but basically spent time with my family and friends who i never really spoke to in church. world cup fever was high in camp and it was fun staying up and cheering our teams! must be why i'm STILL sick after three long weeks. bleh. hmm what else is there, not really in a mood for blogging. or rather just don't feel like sharing my jumbled thoughts with the rest of the world. yup i'll end off here.

maybe i do miss you, if i allow myself to

I would never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to, the truth
Is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that

9:12 pm