-Thursday, September 07, 2006

it was only when i felt the despair and dread at the thought of coming back that i realised how much i had left behind. i wanted to leave everything the way it was and come back to somehow find that the glitches in the friendships/relationships would have disappeared magically. how stupid. as if that'd ever happen. but i think i came back with a lighter heart. what's the point of letting things get to us all the time. i was too caught up with all the little itty bitty details, when i failed to see the ultimate ending. and that is,

we're never going to happen

because much as i want to ignore what 'happened', i can't. you were too cruel, too insensitive and too too childish.

ps. to the one who reads my blog wondering if things're about you, they aren't. and i know how you feel because i read yours and wonder the same too.

i'll blog more about bintan soon enough.
for now, it's time to pack again.

10:02 pm